sushi sushi sushi sushi sushi sushi

Our dinner :D 

 

As you can see we have unagi hiding behind the rice pot, avocado, carrot and cucumber, cooked tuna, whole big piece of tamagoyaki, smoked and fresh salmon, and inari. Not to forget we actually used brown rice for the sushi.

I think when I don't talk I would really freak out anyone around me. Poor housemates. =/

I can be so active and talkative when there is this second I forgot about what I am supposed to do but sorry for the next second when I regain conscious. I tend to pull myself back in reality for the next seconds, you know it is not good to keep dreaming.

let me grumble grumble grumble

I can see myself getting into depression stage already. Tooooooot. I can tell this is the worst study year ever since 5. Maybe this is too early to say so but I know this will be the fact or it already is. 

Tell me this is all worth it. Toooooooooooooooooooooot.

I think the toot is not long enough. Tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot.
And I really think average is the exceptional.

The sinful indulgence

*Wiping away the spiderweb*

Nothing has been better than handing in one more assignment. A research essay, my first ever research essay. I'm so new to it. This thing had let me down for at least 4 days before the due date when I only realised that I was clueless at all.

I hate the question, "Can I survive?" kept spinning in my head. Because I'm so so so so scared.

I think I'll just be so worried until end of the year, fingers crossed it'll not extend. Else.. I'm so dead.

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Liz brought me to this very famous French patisserie shop at The Rocks last Thursday ~ La Renaissance. The cakes are really good, not too sweet and rich in flavours!

I think macaron is a killer too. Crunchy at the outside and chewy in the inside, with very pleasant smell of strawberry scent and tastes so good that you know there's a generous amount of ground almonds in the recipe.

To the flip side of the coin, you know they are not stingy on the proportion of icing sugar. Ouch, ouch ouch.

Once a while, a reward to yourself after the torture - an excuse for comforting your guilt and consoling your bleeding pocket.

Gosh it's almost June already. Why why why why is it so fast. I'll look 361334 years older after a month from now.

I think I'm spoilt

Never on earth I'd have thought myself to be so happy after spending money. Walking, eating, shopping and everything, I'm happy. People often say that women love spending money, it makes them happy and they feel good after spending. I've never agreed on this statement but it seems I'm starting to get nearer to this line.

This is crazy.

But in fact I do really feel good. :D

I actually gave warning to my mom, "I cannot tahan already, I wanna go shopping and spend money. Otherwise I'll go crazy." LOL.

That's why I haven't gone insane now because I have a mom that says yes to whatever that keeps me normal, the best mom ever! Don't get me wrong, I don't say my mom is the best only when she lets me spend freely ok? She's just.. the best, for everything la. You get me, you get me? Duh~ nevermind if you don't get it. LOL.

❤ Thank you mama ❤
Don't we look alike? Almost everyone says so. Hehehe.

❤ HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ❤
Love you, from your spoilt daughter.

Literally I'm not really that spoilt that will spend ridiculously if you know me well. :)

And and and.. I am sooooo happy after eating Mamak here. With the stupid prices I'm paying I should come back with guilt but I'm so damn excited. Roti telur bawang, roti bom, murtabak ayam, satay ayam, mi goreng, and teh tarik, why I never appreciate you when I'm home?! 人就是这样犯贱！

Off to a Buddhist event at Darling Harbour after having mamak.

浴佛

做好事，存好心，说好话

so cute right? xD

Oh lalalalalallalalalaaa~ :) Buhbye.

Changing the tune

OK wanna get rid of the unpleasant post to be on top every time I click into this page because it's super eyesore-ish.

I had an awesome dating with Xinyun on Thursday, lovelove! I was so energetic that I could wake up at 7.30 in the morning to take a shower and get myself ready. Rare case.

Having churros in the morning or noon isn't really a good thing, something unhealthy plus deep fried thingy in the stomach brings you more guilt than satisfaction at times.

This Hungarian cinnamon roll is so yummy, the inner layer of the roll is soooooo soft. It tastes really good when it's fresh from the oven, oh yeah what doesn't taste good when it's fresh and hot, dumb.

Oh by the way I think RANDOM is a fantastic word or whatever blablablabla because my brain is random enough to comply with the meaning of random and because I'm switching the direction again.

I'm very excited now, Choong Jiin Herng! Don't let something goes wrong in between please no excuse for that.
❤ kerana ini adalah peluang terakhir, peluang yang tidak boleh dilepaskan ❤

My mind is like super messy now here a bit there a bit and I can't think properly lalalalalala I better get back to normal asap otherwise I'll be so dead. Bouncing out *doink*

Two months plus few days

It has been two months plus few days, only.

Everything is good here because I can't say everything isn't good. I enjoy my everyday here because I can't say I'm suffering. I love what I'm doing now because I can't say I hate it. I know what I'm doing here because I can't tell I'm lost. I know I must continue because I know that's the only way. I know it's the only way because I know I won't crash it. I won't crash it because I know I'll regret. I know it's the reality because it's not concealed. I tell myself to face it because I'm avoiding. I'm avoiding because I tell myself not to face it. I bring myself back to reality because I know I'm not thinking anything helpful. I drop back to the hole because I failed to convince myself.

I am now no different to the I in Nov 2006. The only difference is it was only 10 days, it's 28 times of that for this time.