Saturday, August 25, 2007

Dinner with friends

Adrian came over to mainland here and he wants to cook for us :) We gathered at Cyntee's house. This future doctor learnt how to cook when he was in Russia. A nice and ordinary dinner we have. =)

Chicken n' mushroom soup, fries and chicken

One big big bowl of salad too..

Lalallla. eating.

A-Adrian, Y-Yangtee, C-Cyntee, H-Hua, J-Joe

Smile :D

It's a tiring day but it's fun~!
~~Friends~~

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Trauma and Pride

Of piano.
Trauma or phobia? I don't know. Both bah.

I know it's freaking insane for me to say this. Trauma of piano? Pianophobia? If you're reading this, you can't believe that there is someone out there will dislike or even hate piano right? Yea, but I was. [ Was.. ]

Back to last year November. After HSC final examination, my life was like hell. 2 weeks after the last paper, I have to sit for the freaking-madness-hate piano exam. What what performer's certificate, what what diploma. I was superbbbbb regret that I decided to sit for the exam. Practice and practice. Damn.
Well, I did not practice like mad for the 2 weeks, the precious 2-weeks that determine whether I win or I lose, fail or pass. But I didn't even care about it. I HATE PIANO. During that two weeks, I stayed at home all the while. Not to practice full time though. Just stay at home. I still remember, when I started to sit in front of the piano from around 2pm, I clearly knew the television programs. GuessGuessGuess, Taiwan AhCheng, TongXinYuan and others, I watched all! There will be few minutes of advertisements after every 15 mins of the show, and during the few minutes time of advertisements, I play the piano. When the show starts, I watch. This was how the progress of practicing piano for me, for the 2 weeks time. Cried and cried and cried everyday. I even told my mom I hate piano so much. I told her I never hate piano that much, until I took the diploma. When I was sitting for Grade 8's practical exam, I never hate piano, but I practiced so hard. I think it hurts my mom. She paid so much for me to learn, want me to be talented, and I told her I hate piano in return. She told me nevermind if I fail. What was in mind is that, "fail jiu fail lah, die jiu die lah." Well prepared to fail. Went to piano lessons, almost every lesson get scolded. Teacher kindly arranged more and more lessons for me, and I don't have to pay for the extras. And during that 2 weeks, I didn't even smile during the lessons, showing the black face all the while. Teacher complained to my mom, not much improvement, black face, blablablabla.. So what? I've been thinking of how to avoid myself to attend the exam. Hand broken, accident, .... To me, it was a torture. I was a freaking pessimistic person that time.
I woke up late in the morning on the exam day. Purposely. Normally people will try to practice until they satisfied before they go for the exam. I played once, through all the 4 pieces. ONCE. And that's all. Went to my bed, and laid down. Waiting for the time to pass until the time to prepare myself. I fetched Jeann together, reached CityBayview Hotel. Jeann is going to take the same exam as me too. I went in first. I was supposed to be in the room for 40 minutes, but end up I came out after 20 minutes, after finishing all the 4 pieces. One by memorise. It's fast. I wonder what can I do for the if I were have to stay in the room for 40 minutes. I was supposed to finish my exam at 3pm. Teacher messaged me, " How? Die bui? " She scared I will fail. I called her, saying both of us have come out from the hotel. She was shocked. I told her, " Die liao." I promised to myself I would never take any piano examination anymore.
4 days after the exam, I got a message from teacher again. " Fail liao." Something like that. And I gave a call to Jeann first. She told me we have passed. BOTH. I guessed teacher was wondering how come I didn't call her after I saw the message. She called me back, she was so happy. But me? Er.. I forgot what's my feeling that time. Not too much of excitement. Bah.

After the exam, I didn't play piano at all. Last for half year, more than 6 months. Trauma. My dad did ask me before, whether I still wanna take any piano exam or not. I replied, “打死我也不会再去考.” It hurts?! But he knows I would never too. I told my teacher too when I met her during my brother's piano examination few weeks ago. She said she doesn't want to teach diploma students too. Trauma?! Lol. Sometimes I'm wondering, why am I so useless. There are so many people out there wanted to learn piano. They admire those who know how to play piano so much. But I'm totally different. Trauma. I know, but I don't wanna play. Maybe there are some that slightly-little-bit dislike piano b'cuz of pressure, but I don't think they are that much as me. When my friends heard that I hate piano before, they were so shocked, and showed me an unbelieveble look. Hell. People wouldn't understand you if they never put themselves in your shoes. This is what I understood. That's why I never regret for hating piano for that short period. I back to seat 2 months ago. I play, though not too much, but at least I play.

After 9 months, finally I received the certificate from Trinity College London.
Pride.

For this moment, I am blessed that I know it.
Forever. Parents will always provide children with the best.
Thanks to my parents.
Love.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

19th of Siang

17/8/2007

Well, one more final exam to go on the following day, Finance. >.<
How bad I did in the papers and how am I going to die on the next day, that's not a big matter at all.

It's the time to celebrate Siang's birthday! She's a vegetarian, erm, not a pure one. But she doesn't eat meat at all.
This is the first time all of us are having a birthday celebration in a vegetarian restaurant. New try!! Yooo.. The food there is really nice! Though we don't have a big big costly meal for the birthday celebration, but we are satisfied. :)







At night, all of us received a sms from her.
"Thanks to you all..really happy today..erm..i and my family have finished the lovely snow cake..haha..and thanks for the keychain..thanks for everything..!lastly, thanks to God who gives me a true love of friendship..a simple and special little party..touch! :) "
We feel touched.

**happy birthday tan soo siang!**

Monday, August 20, 2007

happybirthdaytobaron

It was my younger brother's birthday on 11/8. Too bad there was something else for me to do that night - the concert. When I reached home after the concert, it was already 12.15am the next day. >.< They have cut the cake. Lol..

Nevermind nevermind.

We planned to go to TAO for his birthday celebration on Sunday, but he refused. Instead, he wanted Ryoma^^
[ Yea, I like both. ]
^_____________^ *broad smile*




More and more and more.. But I took few pictures only.

SUPEBRDELICIOUS + SUPERBFULL!!!

Happy birthday to baron :)

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Getting exhausted.

Last-minute-assignments + Last-minute-tests.... HELL.
Tired.

Finals..! Damn next week.
Then I will be totally exhausted by next week.
*Hit wall*

I wonder how am I going to get through next week.

There will be a concert by Penang Symphony Orchestra featuring Tian Tian Tang, violinist, on this coming Saturday night, 8.15pm at Dewan Sri Pinang, in conjuction with the birthday celebration of Yang Di-Pertua Negeri Pulau Pinang.
*Overture 1812*
*Cappricio Italien*
*March Slave*
*Violin Concerto*
I didn't sell any ticket at all. I'm lazy. Whoever wants, buy from me please.

There are loads of rehearsals!! >.<
Everyday..!!!

I'm running out of time for everything.

Save me.


Hectic life............

Thursday, August 2, 2007

I shall not addicted to the game!

Yes yes yes...!!!!
I broke my own record.

Your score: 455 keys per minute ~ 91 words per minute
Language/mode: en
Ranking: Very fast.
Comparison: 7% of registered TyperA users using this language have typed a better result; 93% have a lower or equal result.

You typed: If you have not already heard the analogy, the answer is shattering. Happiness is just next to you. Have a nice dirunal anomaly. I have a dream. Guys were after me like you can't believe. Heisenberg may have been here. This is a recording. I do not believe in the creed professed by the Jewish Church, by the Roman Church, by the Greek Church, by the Turkish Church, by the Protestant Church, nor by any Church that i know of. On any ball hit to center fileld, let's just let it roll to see if it might go foul. If you're not careful, you're going to catch something. How can you think and hit at the same time? I am not suprised he failed, his wife said afterwards. Don't you even have any artificial intelligence? I would have rushed up he

Mistakes: dirunal(diurnal), i(I), fileld,(field,), suprised(surprised)

Well done!


I SHALL NOT ADDICTED TO THE GAME!!!!
stop playing >.<

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Test your typing skill!!

Try this out~!

http://typera.tk/

Quote:
"TyperA is a Java program that tests your typing speed. You get randomly chosen words or sentences and try to type them as fast as possible. A game lasts for one or two minutes. The program counts letters of the correctly typed words and divides it by the test time. This will be your score, expressed in KPM, keystrokes per minute."

Your score: 411 keys per minute ~ 82 words per minute
Language/mode: en
Ranking: That was fast - you can still improve, though.
Comparison: 12% of registered TyperA users using this language have typed a better result; 88% have a lower or equal result.

You typed: None of us are here to answer the phone and the cat doesn't have oppoosing thumbs, so his messages are illegible. Hey, wait a minute! Don't build things that do. One is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it. Working late would feel like using an undocumented external procedure. There is in certain living souls A quality of loneliness unspeakable, So great it must be shared As company is shared by lesser beings. The everage man still has the gym shirt he wore in high school. Eager to show off this amazing accomplishment, he asked a friend to go along on his next hunting trip. Ethics, whose nature was confusing but if you had it you were a High-Class Realtor and if you hadn't you were a shyster, a piker and a fly-by-nig

Mistakes: oppoosing(opposing), everage(average)

Well done!


I know that's not fast enough if compared to some of you.
Heh.. I will try more and more and more times when I free.

=)