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i have not been posting for few days. 5 days? but it seems to me as not only the 6 days, more than that, i guess. days getting worsen recently. nothing special, normal and normal..goes on. as i mentioned in the previous post, i dont like the be unique, normal will do. but this is not the NORMAL i want to be. extreme bored normal. especially when i'm online. during the while when i online, that's when i found myself was in dull and boring. when i'm out, at least there are people with jokes and fun around me. unexpected doings with non-stop laughters, with no care of the sights of the passes by. people always says that girls must always care of their own attitude and behaviour, not to be too much of out-of-control, at least take care of their own image? but i guess someone among us break the rules of being a girl. but pals, this doesnt matter right? because we are the same, sometimes. you cant object me if you know you are one of those that i'm talking about. because you really are. heh. i found that there are so much of freedom when we are together, nothing to be worried of. only too-out-of-control laughters we have to worry. insane? heh. of course, i dont mean that i have no freedom when i'm in, i do have for sure. friends oh friends, heh! if you are my friends, yeah, you guys are great. great friends i have.

bored leads to this post.